I'm putting this back up because people continuously confront me because of what happened. Luckily I survived, this time that is. And I'm still not ok. I will be going back to the hospital soon because I lied to them so I could get out. Yes a few things are changed, only the parts where I said I loved people, because I've changed my mind. So here's the entry: Because no one ever goes through my notes, lucky me. I can put a very specific date here. Yes, this is the date I am committing suicide. I'll be going on December 6th, I have fucked up in my life so horribly I can't fix it. I cheated on my ex, Katy, twice with the same fucking douchebag